Friday, September 17, 2010

Try me

  We're like, so near to graduation. And yeah, it's cool -I'll probably get to really live. Hey, no. I should actually be living now. Well, I am. Ok, I talk (write) too much, coz I don't really talk  much (not really a big fan of that)...but, well.

  Okay, so we came to high school, we made friends. We don't really know how long those friendships will last, but if you're worrying, let me tell you something: Nothing lasts forever. Seriously. Even stars burn out, and they 'live their lives' by the millions (of years). So what are we?

  Jeez, I sound like some...apocalyptic teller -which I'm not. (I look back and think how crazy it was last time when I went along in life believing in an end to this world. Who knows? But we shouldn't really focus on that -we should just live as large as we can (or just live, that's good enough) and in the end, all that matters would be that. That we live.

  Talking about living, man! I really cannot get enough of Nirrimi. She's fantastic. She's the only one whose life I would be willing to live for a day.

  Okay, I went off point. Oh, and I like writing here -and letters- coz no one's really going to judge my writing. Teachers really don't understand art, creativity... you know. Just dumb old rules. Not that we should break them all, but well, you get my drift.

  Anyway, I was talking about...yeah! High school, friends, forever.

 "This was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant, or any instant I wished would last and last. But there was only one truth about forever that really mattered, and that was this; it was happening." -Sarah Dessen (in The Truth About Forever)
   I don't get why some of my friends think I'll forget them... it's almost an insult to my memory! LOL! But seriously, I don't forget people that easily -even if I want to.

  So if you know that you're worthy enough, I'll always remember you. Even when I'm far and away. Even when I'm living my dreams, when I slow down and just take a break, you'll still be there, in my head.

  I love those of you who matter so much. Thank you for being here, there, everywhere. :)

believe me.

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